When I was a lay teacher
at Blessed Sacrament, Margate, New Jersey, a child brought me a Novena prayer. For
nine weeks I went to church, lit a candle, and prayed. I asked God to tell me
what God had planned for my life (hoping to find my Prince Charming). On the
ninth Tuesday I knelt down to find a copy of the book Convent Life. Needless to say I had a good laugh. God and I often
share jokes only this time God wasn’t joking. I agreed to try “Convent Life”
for a year and here I am 43 years later.
During these 43 years I have met God in
so many ways, in the quiet of the morning, in the beauty of creation, in music
and even in my Harry Potter books. Most
profoundly, I have found God in others. I am an observer, a quiet watcher who
soaks in what I see and hear. I see God in the children I meet daily. I see God
in their hopes and dreams, their ability to work with one another to solve
problems. I see God in their smiles, their eyes, and even in their tears. I see
God in their hopes and their giftedness that will enable them to build a better
world. I see God in the people of our streets - broken and wounded but willing
to share their hopes that tomorrow will be better. I see God in the many people
with whom I minister, people willing to go the extra mile because they believe
in the mission of Jesus.
But most importantly for me, I see God day
in and day out in the Sisters with whom I live and serve. I watch as they
quietly make 600 needlepoint crosses for the children to wear during Lent,
prepare dinners not only for us but for others so they can have a good meal,
drive hours to spend their day off with immigrants in detention, tirelessly
welcome all people making them feel important, valued respected, spending hours
finding ways to serve better the people while working in full time ministries
and so much more. I watch as we share our lives, our families, our hopes, our
worries, our laughter and our tears, as we share our God.
What I find even more amazing is that
when I gather with other Sisters of Saint Joseph, the same is true. I am with
women who go the extra mile, working to make the world a better place, dreaming
dreams and asking, why not. In the sharing of our ministries, our dreams, and
our laughter, I find God. This is where my heart belongs. So, 43 years later, I
truly know that God’s dream for me was to be one with all as a Sister of Saint
Joseph as we live and work so that all people may be united with God and one
another.
Sister Jane Field SSJ
Hey, Jane!!! It has been a long time since I saw that smiling face. It is Just Lavin Polinski. I entered with you in 1972. Congrats on your lifetime achievements. You are blessed.
ReplyDeleteIt is good to see you. It's been a long time ~ you were at Nativity and I was at St. Adalbert's in Port Richmond. God Bless!
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